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[21 Jan 2007|12:15am] [ mood | melancholy ] I really hate people sometimes. I just lost my bestfriend.  We were friends for 6 years. And in less then 4 monthes she screwed it up. It was her birthday party and all the girls spent the night. She was stoked on getting a pipe and weed from her friend.  About 4 monthes earlier she would'nt have even touched that shit. So she says "Hey when you go to sleep me,---------- and-------, are going to go smoke. my other good friend who was sraight edge says  "hey, I think I might too"  So I said "I think I'm going to leave" Because I didn't want to be assosiated with all that bullshit. She says "If it really makes you feel that way we wont" I though that was the end of that. Later that night, or I should say morning I was still awake, I couldn't sleep. I see them, sneking going outside. She f---ing lied to me. So as early as I could I call my parents to pick me up. I was so upset, I cried over it. Tell Me.

[27 Aug 2006|02:15pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Jumper -Third eye blind ] Tell Me.

[19 Aug 2006|01:23pm] [ mood | Birthdaaayyyy ] [ music | no thing ] Happy birthday self! Weeeee. 15th birthday. <3333333333333 1 opinion Tell Me.

[08 Aug 2006|01:58am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Wannabe-Zebrahead ] 私はそれが日本語にこの全ポストを書く楽しみであることを考えた。    あなたのためのうまく行けばないすべての正方形。 「とにかく適当の」見るためにしかし、jodiの誕生日のtommorowおよび私は刺激される。 私はおびえている。    十分の申し分なくthats。 XDDDDD 2 opinions Tell Me.

[18 Jul 2006|07:00pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | a car droved in to the kitchen. ] ..... Full house. in japanese. bob saget. talking in japanese. oh. my. god. what a saget. Tell Me.

[11 Jul 2006|11:54pm] [ mood | So effing happy. ] [ music | March of the pigs- Nine inch nails ] AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OH MY GOD. TOMOROW MORNING. MY PLANE TO JAPAN. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW. 1 opinion Tell Me.

[17 Apr 2006|06:47pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | I write sins not tragitys - Panic! at the disco ] Ok guys, I'm in need of money. I have a bunch of stuff I'm selling. ( Stuff to buy ) 2 opinions Tell Me.

[15 Apr 2006|07:13pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Talk shows on mute - Incubus ] I've decided most of my stuff is friends only material. Soooo. Everything will be friends only, so add me <3 2 opinions Tell Me.

[15 Feb 2006|10:07pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | Hollaback girl -Gwen stefani ] Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||| 43% Stability |||||| 23% Orderliness |||| 16% Accommodation |||||||||| 36% Interdependence |||| 16% Intellectual |||| 16% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||| 30% Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Narcissism |||||||||| 36% Adventurousness |||||||||| 36% Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36% Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63% Romantic |||||||||| 36% Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Wealth |||||||||||||| 56% Dependency |||||||||||||||||| 76% Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Sexuality || 10% Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70% Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Physical Fitness |||||| 30% Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test personality tests by similarminds.com Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive. trait snapshot: messy, irritable, depressed, fragile, worrying, emotionally sensitive, does not like to lead, phobic, weird, suspicious, low self control, paranoid, frequently second guesses self, dependent, unproductive, introverted, weak, strange, unassertive, submissive, familiar with the dark side of life, feels invisible, rash, vain, anti-authority, heart over mind, low self concept, disorganized, not good at saving money, avoidant, daydreamer, unadventurous Scarrily true. Tell Me.

[28 Dec 2005|03:43pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Satisfaction/Around the world mix ] The University of Blogging Presents to Ellish An Honorary Bachelor of Boredom Majoring in Anonymous Commenting Signed Dr. GoQuiz.com ® Username: Blogging Degree From Go-Quiz.com XDDDD Tell Me.

[02 Nov 2005|11:11am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | People talking in the computer lab ] moo moo mooo. Teehee, I'm at school.I going to li\unch in a few minutes.. ....makenna had an Über scarry dream about involving me, kyle, pants, and a rooster.. ::cough:: Shes got a funny imagination. Anyhoo, people you need to email meeee. Seriously all the mail I get is emo myspace bands wanting me to join there group, PETA and spaaaaaaaaaaaam. ....Please? It'd make me happy. ::dies:: Tell Me.

[29 Sep 2005|06:25pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | ytmnd's ] ....O_O ZOmg. ( ytmng's <3333 ) Tell Me.

[17 Sep 2005|11:02pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | Silence ] ::snifflies:: Poor ellish's knee has gotten worse, shes had 2 x-rays and 1 MRI in the last week, 4 Doctors visits. She is exauseted, and is very crippled. She is is a lot of pain, and would rather have her leg amputated then deal with the paaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnn. (teehee 3rd person) I'm trying verry hard to be in high spirits, but being in pain is really killing me. I've gotten a new hobbt to keep my mind off my hair, its to braid UV retractive KK hair into my own. I have neon purple and green in right now, I have a picture tooken yesterday, I didn't have the purple in yet though. Fwee.. I'm also sick. I think i've hacked up both my lungs by now. I really hope I get better because thoes crutches are a beeyotch. ::Glares at them:: ....crutches have nothing to do with my lungs...but whatevah 1 opinion Tell Me.

[02 Sep 2005|05:33pm] [ mood | Desprate ] [ music | Vampires will never hurt you By MCR ] ....If you read my LJ, list your messangers either MSN, Yahoo or AIM because I need friends. Seriously. Pretty please? I love you! Tell Me.

[01 Sep 2005|08:18pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Lets go to bed by The cure ] hrrrrmmg... My jaw hurts. I got my hair cut, the place i whent to refused to bleach my hair. "OMG too risky" Wooh, yay. 2 opinions Tell Me.

[01 Sep 2005|10:17am] [ mood | Stooooonnneeeddd ] [ music | anarchy by kmfdm ] Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su Name: Hair: Rediculously long, always flowing. Clothes: Dark and sexy. With randomly placed belts. Lots and lots of belts... Powers: Dragon taming Special Features: Cat ears and tail Sidekick: An alternate personality, that on occasion takes on its own physical form. Attitude: Psychotic and damn proud. Weapon: Sword Quiz created with MemeGen! Fwee.... So. dizzy :: fels like i'm going to fall over:: :::stoned:: Tell Me.

[29 Aug 2005|01:58pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | quiet! ::is loving this:: ] meh, all sick and such. ::twitch:: huge headache.. Tell Me.

[29 Aug 2005|12:18am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Fake french By Le tigre. ] ....why do boys suck so much? Meh, All the good ones are taken, gay or too old for you. ::sob:: suuuuuuuuckk.. 2 opinions Tell Me.

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